Hunger

hunger

i have been hungry
i have gone hungry

what is it, just physical pain in our bellys.
just?
where it is painful to be awake, painful to think, painful to survive.
there is no way to make it appear.
survival is who you are now.
anything would do.
but no cakes for your shakes
or bread for your head
no fruit when your in your suit lying in a bed.-

Ive been there too, 
i woke up on the concrete, hunger ensued
i let it take over my entire body, my self.
It hurt,with tears, with fear, 
even so i could see the color disappear. 
the child that i was even understood. 

-you cry from exhaust
from hurt.
from reason.
ah. there is a reason. and thats where it is more than just physical.
someone got you here.
someone is the reason you hunger.
whether it is yourself or your mother or God or...
there is somewhere to place blame.

I will to Take the Blame. I want to Feed. Feed the Bellys, Feed the souls.
If i ask, God will send me in their Direction. In my direction.
Have i been fed? yes you feed me.
Everyday.