Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me

On my way to the book store.
I am stopped by a stranger.
his face worn and wrinkled.
weathered by only what i can imagine.
Tears of heart ache,
like the rain soaks a southern sky
laughter that makes your stomach sore,
like the waves pulling at the sand.
worry that turns you gray,
how the autumn drys the leaves

He stopped me on the side walk.
Just a simple guitar in hand,
Humble of sorts, no show here.
He told me he sang for his living.
What ever i'd like
I wanted to hear him. to be his audience
"what do you like young lady"
I told him i was an old fashion girl.
And he fit the part perfect with...
"Bob Dylan?"
Ah, i cant get enough of the man,
Please play me some Bob Dylan.








A simple song,
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me
I’m not sleepy and there is no place I’m going to
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning I’ll come followin’ you


I handed him my last Lincoln. 
and he kissed my hand.
"God Bless" he walked away
searching for his next life to bless.


Thanks Doug mays, 

I looked him up and i am pretty sure you can listen to more of Doug Mays here:
http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandid=713332

Monday, June 20, 2011

Through Your Eyes

Today i saw the world
From a different view.
Through your eyes.
I saw how you see
I saw a Landscape
of hearts on every street,
from the boulevard,
 to the inner city.
Beautiful Hearts at that,
Mendable Hearts.
I saw that with every smile you gave,
 every dollar, every ear you lent,
you gave freely with a "my Pleasure".
Expecting Nothing back.
I saw the worth in every soul,
 as you do.
Each have a past and a future, and a story.
I saw the desire, felt the desire
to help, to teach, to show.
and to learn.


Yesterday i saw the world
through your eyes.
Teach me how.
Skew my vision
make me see the hearts
and the people.
Let me see the poise of the world.
Give me the band-aids
I want to mend.
Teach, show.
I want to learn.
and someday they will see the world
Through My eyes.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Summer...

Summer in Nashville
mm its green, like bright green, everywhere, 
but its so hot that its kind of hazy. 
like you can see the sunshine raze 
and feel the music floating threw
a sugary citrus air. 
mm its humid; hot and sticky, but i kinda like it
There are lots of Bugs.

I saw my first Lightning Bug the other night. 
Fireflys
it wasn't quite dark,
a little after dusk, 
just a little pink resonating in the darkening blue sky.
a flicker and it was gone.
 i gasp.
 i couldn't help it. 
i was in awe, wonder. 
i felt five again.
innocent. grinning. alive. 
another flicker. Gasp.
A glimmer of hope, 
a beckoning of a free spirit,
quietly awaiting the night. . .
.
.
.
.
.
Cicadas invaded this summer, They are these flying grass hoppery thing. Kind of like June bugs( for those Washington Folk)
I actually really ended up liking them...
they sing to you all day 
and they only come out every 13 years to mate and then they die...How Romantic

This is how this summer makes me feel:






Humidity is a term for the amount of water vapor in air, and can refer to any one of several measurements of humidity.

cicada (play /sɪˈkdə/ or /sɪˈkɑːdə/) is an insect of the order Hemiptera, suborderAuchenorrhyncha, in the superfamily Cicadoidea, with large eyes wide apart on the head and usually transparent, well-veined wings. There are about 2,500 species of cicada around the world, and many remain unclassified. Cicadas live in temperate to tropical climates where they are among the most widely recognized of all insects, mainly due to their large size and unique sound. Cicadas are often colloquially calledlocusts,[1] although they are unrelated to true locusts, which are a kind of grasshopper. Cicadas are related to leafhoppers and spittlebugs.

Firefly: Lampyridae is a family of insects in the beetle order Coleoptera. They are winged beetles, and commonly called fireflies or lightning bugs for their conspicuouscrepuscular use of bioluminescence to attract mates or prey. Fireflies produce a "cold light", with no infrared or ultraviolet frequencies. This chemically-produced light from the lower abdomen may be yellow, green, or pale-red, with wavelengths from 510 to 670 nanometers.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Nashville.

i came to Nashville in the fall.
I wish i had been documenting it better. 
Already so much of Nashville resonates in my soul. 
Its already changed me in a great way. a big way. 
so i want to tell it all. 
So we'll play Ketchup. 
(that could be messy)
i mean Catch up. 
 Ill tell you from my memories 
just a few memories. 
 noteworthy ones.  
Get ready. 

 the glorious road trip Papa Jack and i took to get to Nashville.
Through the Arches of Utah
Red Dirt of New Mexico
All the way to Cuba.. NM
nothin like an open road
made it to Tennessee to Visit Elvis. (Graceland, Memphis, TN)
And Finally To Nashville!!
Ha !! Breakfast at Loveless Cafe with Papa Jack and Brother Andy

new guitars, 
songwrting
work; The Stockyard Restaurant
I work at this really expensive steak house that i'd probably
never eat at. I sell steaks for $100, and i have to wear this while i do it...


Church..
Im in a new Young Single Adult branch. And i love the kids here. they are amazing.
and the weather.
is different. Lots of storms and heat and humidity
Spring
Was much needed. it was like the heavens opened when the sun Shined through  those clouds,
but what i didnt realize is that with the sun comes the heat and with that comes the humidity.
there is a honeybee in this picture.



Tornado
Helped out with Tornado relief in Alabama. A really eye opening experience. I had never seen, nor understood the effects of a tornado.

in our cute yellow tees :)

races
2011 Music city half marathon. Loved it! 13.1miles








Hunger

hunger

i have been hungry
i have gone hungry

what is it, just physical pain in our bellys.
just?
where it is painful to be awake, painful to think, painful to survive.
there is no way to make it appear.
survival is who you are now.
anything would do.
but no cakes for your shakes
or bread for your head
no fruit when your in your suit lying in a bed.-

Ive been there too, 
i woke up on the concrete, hunger ensued
i let it take over my entire body, my self.
It hurt,with tears, with fear, 
even so i could see the color disappear. 
the child that i was even understood. 

-you cry from exhaust
from hurt.
from reason.
ah. there is a reason. and thats where it is more than just physical.
someone got you here.
someone is the reason you hunger.
whether it is yourself or your mother or God or...
there is somewhere to place blame.

I will to Take the Blame. I want to Feed. Feed the Bellys, Feed the souls.
If i ask, God will send me in their Direction. In my direction.
Have i been fed? yes you feed me.
Everyday.

Friday, June 3, 2011

wild child

What a rough and wild child
they said
 skips and scrapes and hair all
unkept.
climb a tree
 fight the bark and leaves just to jump down.
head in the clouds
with both feet on the ground

a toothy grin
if you get the blues
eyes that try
 with a barefoot  muse
a hearted sleeve
that everyone can see
but she feels
 what the world could be



what a rough and wild child
they meant
she'll need a miracle something
heaven sent